Well we made it through the first day. I guess. I was rough but we made it. We started the day off with an argument about gym. I mean...first off...Trav and I didn't even go at 5 like we normally do. I took the kids to school and then went so it was after 8. She refused to go. She wouldn't get dressed or move out of the chair. I was frustrated. The gym is a regular part of our lives right now and I honestly need it for my own personal sanity and to relieve stress. It would be good for Kylie too but she refused.
Trav stayed home and had a talk with her.
My personal feelings are that she is does not really want to nor is ready to change. I have thought so many times today that it is time to admit her in to a treatment center. I heard a phone call she made to M today and M is so manipulative and such a jerk. She never fails to voice her opinion to Kylie about her parents and how "they should love you no matter what." When I Kylie got off the phone with her I said,"you do know we love you no matter what right?" M has a few things at her house that belong to us so that is why she was talking to her.
Well I guess a positive is that she worked on school and got quite a bit done. She doesn't care about quality work for sure but at least she's doing it.
My biggest concern right now is that she doesn't seem to ever learn valuable lessons. Her "friends" are not good friends. Not one of them is standing by her right now and her endless pursuit of them is nauseating. It will sound like she has access to them by me saying that but I can assure you that today she did not. It is emotionally draining having to watch her all day. It is worse than watching a 2 year old by far.
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